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I Quit
11.24.04 (2:12 pm)   [edit]
You know that feeling of resignation you get when you realise that nothing you do makes any diff?
I give up.
No one gives a damn.
No one gives any thanks...
These humans are hopeless.
They will be the death of themselves.
Why bother at all?

I’m off.
 
Cleaning Out My Closet
11.18.04 (12:26 pm)   [edit]
Could this be a dream?

I was standing in the middle of a dimly-lit abandoned playground. It must have been about 3 in the morning cos the air was suffocatingly cold and misty. Strangely my body felt very hot. My hands were sticky and a sickening metallic smell overwhelmed me.
I looked down and saw blood all over my hands and clothes. There was even blood on the shovel in my left hand. I threw it down and noticed a freshly covered hole in the ground.
I had just buried something. The soil was damp from the early morning air.
A chill ran up my spine. I shivered as the cold air cut through my body. Suddenly it felt like the temperature had dropped below 0.
I stepped closer to the patch.
I had just buried something. Or someone...

I looked at my hands again. Still covered with blood, still sticky, the smell still as sickening.

I felt ill.

This was just a dream. It had to be.
Yet it all felt so real.
No wait, this is just a dream.
It just HAD to be.

Or so I thought.
Cos the next day I got word that he was missing...